Morning was a Sunny Day and carried our plan as usual of going to Vivo City shopping. Today He is going to meet Her , they are going to Sentosa Resort , according to what He say..its a Co retreat for Her . I would choose to use the word He & She as I am really very unhappy. Sometimes , I really have to accept the road that I chose to walk.
Despite all these that I am going thru, I am really confused of our future. Will He choose to leave me when he has Her one day ? Does He really mean to hate Her so much or its jus another man giving a Lame Excuse ? These things really make me wonder and think.. have i made the right decision to be with a man who cannot give me any future ?
Admits that my feelings are very strong for him, I enjoy His company and really treasures Him alot. But tinking back , does he really treasure me or just treating me like a harbour ?? One that lets him rest on when he is sick of Her & return to her when he gets tired of me ??
Here is the sms that he sent to me which really hurts me " Tonite don anyhow run hor. Be home early and watch the taiwan idol show ok. Go anywher can sms M1 ok. But i wont reply lo cos i din bring this hp out but at least when I come back i know where you go mah. Just one night and past very fast de. Don sms wrong phone hor .Hee Hee, "
Does that mean that when he goes out , I gotta be home ?? I dont even have the freedom to go out with my friends ? Sometimes , we as human cannot be too much , we should know the limit & know what we should and should not know. When I see this sms ,I really dont feel like sending any sms to him.. make me tink what this is ?? He is the only one that will sms me ? I have lots frens out there waiting for me LOL ..
Really start to think nw .... what I really want ??
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